I guess it’s better that I clearly don’t understand. How i don’t understand how someone so tough and someone so head-strong can just settle.
I will always be here for you. I know people will always do what they want and nothing you say can ever really have an influence on the decisions they make.
How can you continue to let someone abuse you. Physically emotionally, sexually. How can you let some douchebag sign his name on this birth cert if he’s not the father, does not literally help you nurture your child. If you know he’s talking to other chicks, maybe even cheating on you. He controls you and you admit it all. He’s turned your own family into believing every word he says rather than anything you say and they’re your own blood. I can’t blame a single mother looking for a way out with a guy that claims a military title and gives you money but no real emotional support. I know you’re settling when you feel as if you don’t have anything or anyone else. I know that it’s hard for you. i just have serious questions running through my head as to why you can just let him give you a child. You’ve told me before how you know it would never be a good thing if you both conceived one bc he would never help you. Now that you have 2. I just don’t know how you’re going to do it if no one helps you. I don’t like that you’re settling and now that you have his child on the way i feel like you’re obligated to stay and all i’ve ever tried doing was helping you and you won’t listen and now i just wish and pray he treats you better.
I fucking pray that man never lays a hand on your babies. I have plans under my sleeve for that pos.
I really don’t feel right with having a day off.
Its been awhile where i actually had nothing to do at all. I don’t like doing nothing.
I don’t like being talked to after I wake up from a nap.
I don’t like being smothered physically by friends..
Don’t fucking hug me more than once if your a guy.
I’m having withdraws. I miss my red hair. 3 months & you’ll be back.